Inflicting myself on the internet

 Bought a new controller for my playstation!  It works well, and actually fits in my hands better than the one that came with the console.  Walmart did have ps2 controllers--thanks for the tip, laetina !

Too tired to play much of my ps games today, though.

 Have started the rp. ^_^

 Am feeling somewhat better, but am still finding it hard to do things that require mental energy, like reading.  But I went to McKay's with Mom anyway!  And bought a bunch of books!  Also a FF game, number 12 I believe.  laetina , is that a good one???

Also I think my BG2 is borked a little.  My mage has no access to her spells, despite having rested numerous times.  But my new, sorcerer, character, has access to his spells after resting once.  I think the mage class is borked, or at least the elementalist mages are.  Stopped playing BG1.  Too hard.  BG2 is a bit easier, especially with a sorcerer.  Magic is awesome.

Anyway, the rp!

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 GAH

I've been playing Kotor, and putting up with vile bugs, but no more!  There's a sudden evil fps minigame that I can't get past.  It's so unlike the rest of the combat!  BAH  I was really enjoying the game, too!  But I suck so hard at fps.  D<

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For some reason I feel like shit.  Seriously, I can't make myself read, write, draw, or even play games for any length of time.  I mostly just lie there.  Everything I normally like doing holds no interest for me.  I thought I was feeling depressed cause I was having a problem, but the problem got taken care of and I actually feel worse.  I don't understand.  Maybe my meds need readjusting again?  Ugh.

So over this.

I've decided to put Fr. Alp and the Lanternist stories on hold until I can think of more definite plots for them.  The Fr. Alp has a few scenes I know happen, and an idea for an ending, and that's it.  The Lanternist story has a vague plot.  They don't even equal a whole story when put together, lol.

When I was brainstorming for the Lanternist story, though, I had an idea for another story.  OTL  Honestly, I have ADD when it comes to stories.  But this one actually has a definite plot laid out, so I think I'll focus on it for a while.  I even have vague ideas for a sequel, which just...  Brainstorming, I think I'm doing it wrong.

This new story is about a prince who wants the throne.  Original, I know.  This particular prince wants the throne because he was the crown prince, until everyone decided he was a changeling.  He was fairly content not having the actual throne--he was just going to try to manipulate his younger brother--but then the king basically has the scheming prince kidnapped and dragged off to a monastery to get him out of the way, and the prince decides he's going to go for broke and try to become king himself.  I don't want to give the whole plot away, but this meets with some complications.  The idea for the sequel basically picks up where the first book ends, and has some people with magical disguises and whatnot.

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Because I Can't Sleep, I'm Bored, and it's 4AM:
A Meme.

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